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Friday, March 14, 2008; 5:41 PM
from ying todae is white valentine's todae.. on 14.02, guys will give the gal some valentine's present however on this dae, the gurl is suppose to return the uy some present instead so kool larh..
haiz.. i felt so depressed out sudden especially aft reading ronda's blog i gt that sudden urge that im such a sinner from her blog, i can c that she lurrves band a lot but i oso realised that im such a big meanie i felt so guilty n sorry i dint noe that i gave her so much stress.. i dint noe that i made her hate band so much.. i dint noe that my comments were so harsh.. i dint noe that it was me who made her dislike trombone sect n i dint noe that it was me who made her regret her choice of joining trombone sect. i felt so guilty juz that sudden urge that told me: i was wrong! i dint noe that i gave her soo much stress she was putting in effort alrd but who do i think i am y am i giving her soooo much stress i made everyone so unhappy i'm so sorri i dint mean it i dint noe that u r so stressed up in our sect i may be harsh to u at times but all i wish 4 is u to be able to play well i dont wsh 4 anything except this n i seriously mean it aft reading ur blog i juz carn control it that my tears juz start falling im so sorri ronda
im now determined! i must make her be able to perform wif us. i must make her be able to join SYF next year! i must make her be able to join us in con fuoco this year! no matter how much effort i put no matter how much time i spend i must make her into a good trombonist! no matter wad!
deb told me u can make it derh ppl believe that u can make it n so do i u can derh! jiayou!Labels: 14.03.2008
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