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ME
ALEXIA.GERMAINE.LEE
sixteen.JUNE
GERMINI
Nan.Chiau.Wind.Orchestra TROMBONIST
Holy.Innocents.Primary
Nan.Chiau.High
NGEE.ANN.POLY
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Sunday, August 22, 2010; 10:10 PM
yog duties have been occupying too much of my aug. having duties on almost every alternate days. it's rather energy draining even if you sit there eat talk cock use your own laptop & do nothing much. i feel so pig. like seriously.
it seems long since i last met IBZs or the girls. omg. i wonder where my past month went to. sian. exams coming but im seriously not in the exam mood. & to study bmgt + itb. i really dunno how am i going to make it & how to sustain my gpa! ): hope project can really help to pull them up.
PS/ teaching my sis is really TORTUROUS!!!Labels: 220810 SUNDAY
Sunday, August 15, 2010; 10:07 PM
met up with the girls today & it was simply fun! hehe. played monopoly deal at some wulu side in cp with them & wayne. sad that von couldnt make it.
& i just feel that dad's so awesome. i thought it would be hard to ask for more money coz i stupidly asked for 10bucks less last week & he just gave me, & i realise that im like travelling the entire week. & i thought he wouldnt gimme leh! but he jsut say he got no cash with him alrd & so he will pass me tmr. & i so thought he would forgot about the voda stick i asked him to bring back on sat. & he really rmbed leh! or else i would be bored to death in yog.
while mom pms-ed me today. sian. started blaming me for not helping with the chores & not doing my duties promptly ever since poly started. wtf. what about those times i did & shannon just sat there watch tv & stuff. & now when shannon just helped with keeping the clothes & stuff. she made it sounds as though i did NOTHING! wtf. seriously. pissed ttm. & so i totally couldnt be bothered to argue & i just simply walk away. though i know they are freaking cursing behind my back. because ppl will only tend to rmb what you did not do & nvr rmb anything what you did. thanks. 'cause i just realise this.Labels: 150810 SUNDAY
12:09 AM
im tired like 50dogs!! woke up at freaking 6am for yog this morning. & RI side was boring. though the training was damn cool. rushed home to get changed & rush out for flag day for 50cents miracle. :D
cool like shit. met at somerset with seth cris jacq & hengxuan with germs. got briefed & started collecting donations. xia suay until dont want xia suay in ORCHARD ROAD! wear red cape. hold bamboo stick with one big 50cent coin. asking donations like no tmr. flashmob in the middle of the street. sing loudly like no tmr with our horrible voice in ORCHARD ROAD. omg. crazy much. but it was DAMN FUN!! seriously!
hehe. damn satisfied after managing to get so much donations from the public. though it was damn tired. shouting the cheer for flashmob like no tmr. hehe. probably my best fag day experience ever. :D
school over, but im not in the study break mode to study AT ALL. goodness. life's been too awesome & overwhelming for me despite all those ridiculous curfew & nonsense, but im enjoying it like million dogs!! HIAKKK HIAKKK HIAKKK!Labels: 140810 SATURDAY
Friday, August 13, 2010; 1:26 AM
apparently, one week just flew passed so quickly. went for bang with ibz, more of bmgt peeps. & we still cant get over that. yes. it's the zillion times im repeating this, but yes. i cant get over it. hoping for miracles to happen. keeping fingers crossed too! X/
finally meeting the girls. maybe ber & angie only, after ages! shall start mugging for end of sem exams. yog duty just started today for me too. nice working environment. & can go there slack like no tmr too! alan lim rawk ttm larh. & he was still my fellow trombonist. lols!
cant wait to go back nc eat local noodles, visit ncwo, & meet the girls!!Labels: 130810 FRIDAY
Wednesday, August 11, 2010; 11:08 PM
it's really not easy to forget. esp when we put in so much hard work & effort into an upgradeable project. wasted so much money for all the handouts, phone calls, made trips down all the way to agency, argueing over details of this project. it's just not easy. & it's been stuck in my head the whole day. whatever i talked about, it will just bound to link back to ibes. no matter where we go, we will see some usa stuff. wts!! totallly. seeing all those group shots, ibes jtw, etc etc. sighs. it's just so demoralizing.
to think of the bright side, we made a bunch of awesome friends.
i hope it does help to cheer all of us. but i guess nothing is helping at this moment.
went for a haircut + dye it again. fail fringe & a not bad colour. made specs, & kanna nagged like no tmr. siansxz ttm. seriously! start of yog duty tmr. hope everything will turn out well. (:Labels: 110810 WEDNESDAY
Tuesday, August 10, 2010; 10:39 PM
it's really awesome how you found & made such great, awesme & true friends in just a short period of half a year. when you are down, they are just there to cheer you up. really greatful. esp after making them wait for me just to watch inception. but still broke the promise at the end of the day, & yet they dint grumble at all. how sweet.
& ibes peeps too. though everyone was sad, but we still cheered each other up without fail. how sweet larh. love them ttm. was still anticipating everything. but yeah. we dint make it. second. yes. second. again. & in town, we just see more USA stuff & more demoralizing stuff. how awesome. this is our results. after all the hard work, all the stayovers, all the late nights, all the teasing, straining of our relationships like so much. & yes. this is our results. laughing on the outside, but crying so hard inside.
it just totally remind me of syf. siansxz ttm. if you want them to win, why do you still bothering letting us through the first round, & make s work so hard. bare so mch hopes. & everything falls to nothing. NOTHING. you awesome piece of shit.
how i wish we could have done better. hoping so much. & dreaming it every night. & im starting to miss it alrd. ):Labels: 100810 TUESDAY
Friday, August 06, 2010; 9:41 PM
IBES sure is fun. but with just those few black sheeps in the group, it's just not as perfect. i really want to go usa with bmgt + yihui + weijie larh. shall not make it even more obvious. coz there are just these ppl that are such bitches & you really feel like kicking them out of the group.
you dont contribute. & when just a slightly harder stuff is assigned to you, you show black face, give stupid ridiculous excuses for not knowing how to do. hello. no one in this world is born with a great knowledge of everything. YOU DONT KNOW, YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP & GO DO MORE RESEARCH! seriously, this ppl are just so fucking irritating. they can simply go jia sai (quote unquote from hengxuan)! seriously. damn pissed. & that damn hengxuan keeps pushing this lan tan zi to me & ask me to make decisions. wtf. with ppl like this, was so pissed that i nearly flared.
dint want to think much abt it, & that fucker freaking showed his attitude today again. you can seriously ask him go die. he thinks that he is the only want that brought the ibz hoodie to sch for the 2 freaking days? hello! can he fucking open his eyes.
1. the hoodie is not very light in the first place
2. almost everyone brought their hoodie too!
just because you brought & it was heavy to you, you think it's not heavy for us? you brought for nothing, so dint we? fuck off. you dint fucking contribute. & all you did is spend all your time with your gf. absent/late without VALID REASONS for meetings. wtf is your problem. if you are so not happy with us, just opt out from our group. i believe everyone else in ibz wants to join our group. we dont need fuckers like you, enjoy the entitlement because of OUR hard work, & still complain SO MUCH WHEN YOU FUCKING DID NOTHING! YES! NOTHING!
i dint know that templates can become structure. structures that everyone else can type in just 30min max, when you freaking took the whole afternoon, & NO TEMPLATE OR SUGGESTIONS WERE ADDED TO IT! & who clear your piece of shit, everyone else. tonned to do up your part. & you still dare to say "you can always call me to do anything if you need my help" fuck off. seriously. with your lousy piece of shit, no thanks. we all freaking need our sleep & rest, & we dont see point for us to stay up late just to clear your shit.
"we always dont pay attention when someone talk" you want refer to yourself say so then. coz i see no point for us to spend our precious time to hear your crap! we push everything aside for this presentation, & you fucking still insist in going for your camp. & push the blame to us when we dint manage to take a group photo ytd. can you fucking think? we totally dint have a single moment ytd that the whole group was present. how to take photo? it's even so hard to ask you to find a photo of yourself? go die then, we dont even need you inside the group photo.
go have all the time you want with your gf & live in your very big world. if you think the group will die w/o you, so sorry. i think we can function as well, or even better, with 1 less obstacle.
such bastard just ruins my mood. doing more IBES tmr maybe in town/seth's house. tired ttm. slept at 3am the past 2 nights coz IBES peeps stayed over at my house. & luckily i only got to reach sch at 10 this morning, & can slp just that bit more. or i think we totaly will be zombies dancing hiphop today. the competition went quite well today. but totally forgotten some part at some part of the dance. siansxz ttm. but at least it's finally over. but hip hop classes sure was fun this whole sem.
today was the last day of the sem, & still had hip hop classes. dint manage to go back nc too. siansxz. miss 4D peeps & the girls like crazy! cant wait for sunday! ):Labels: 060810 FRIDAY
Tuesday, August 03, 2010; 11:15 PM
hello. i think im being a bitch here. but im not going to care much anymore. it's seriously pissing me off can. you dont contribute much, & here you go, with all your super uber lame excuses on why you cant make it for this & that. & if i dont check, i would even be conned by you for your commitments. you told me "whole day" & you told someone else only after 4pm. & you fucking cant stay over on thurs. WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM? when everyone here is alrd trying their very best to push everything aside for whatever shit they have to do up a really awesome presentation. & here you are, finding lame excuses to cover yourself to not come for meeting. & i dont get why the fuck are you even bothered to join our group in the first place. & if there really is a peer appraisal form, you are definitely going to be failed like ttm by me. yes me. stop using yourself to help you find excuses. the guys even offered to help & you fucking just cant be bothered to put in more effort. if you really have no interest in our group, please kindly fuck off & not try to be a free loader in our group & gaining all the credits after work is evenly distributed & done by each & everyone of us except you. we put in real hard work for every single piece of work produced to put everything together. & if you just refuse to cooperate with us, you can just totally fuck off & die. bye.Labels: 030810 TUESDAY
Monday, August 02, 2010; 11:07 PM
im tired. physically & mentally. slept at 3am last night just for bcomm's presentation today. & i saw huaan & joanne on the way home. frigging tired. & i am left with no more gradeable projects! & ONLY LEFT WITH IBES PRESENTATION :D way to go guys!
will be staying over at hengxuan's hse (i think) on wed - fri for the presentation. idk if i will be able to catch any sleep. but im worried for ibes & hiphop competition. i want to hurry get over & done with hiphop. but yet i can find no time to do it. damn sian. planned schedules for it was also cancelled for ibes discussions.
but really hope we can make it for USA next year :D life in sch was so far so good. & it's coming to the end of our first sem. & it seems like an enjoyable time so far. & holidays will be coming in a week time! with yog volunteer work :D but exams will be right after that. totally damn siansxz.
fyi, i miss my girls.Labels: 020810 MONDAY
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