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Wednesday, July 30, 2008; 8:22 PM
wtf?! so damn asshole! carn they juz understand that my room is juz so warm? dey juz kept insisting that i dint open all the windows that's y there's no wind. wtf?! they juz go try sleeping here larh. no fan. no air con. den they expect natural wind when there is none! wad's their freaking problem? if they dun believe, carn they juz jolly well try it for themselves? juz noe how to use their mouths to comment to make empty promises. since was it that they sae they are gg to get me a fan or to fix up my aircon? n they did non. how can they expect me to shuttup when they dun action and juz open their bloody mouth n juz comment. im so pissed! wad's their f**king problem?! i had enuff of their nonsense liao can. can u imagine? i perspired throughout the whole night n actually woke up 3 times juz due to this stupid weather? goodness! im so gonna slp in the living room tonite manx!
woah! wad's their freaking problem? juz let me buy the markers i nid larh. im in nid of some silver gold maybe white n black markers. den they juz kip asking me to use pens instead. den i was so pissed till i told them nvm they juz walked off so pissedly n sae "dun wan done!" like wtf? wad i nid to use is my prob wad. i nid they markers to decorate n do some colourings leh. den how on earth do they expect me to use pens to such things? i noe they are of good intention. but carn they juz spare i thot for me? like? wad the fuck!
anw, enuff of their nonsense. todae is xiao zhu b'dae leh! woots! lurrve him soo much! n i juz rmb-ed tht i dianed ge again.. hope it will be read out! sianx.. this week is juz another hectic week.
mon: stayed in sku till like 3? 4? den was sent home by vonn's mom! thx vonn!
tues: stayed till 630 den gt chased home. was doing investiture things.. hope snr will like it! =D
wed: band till like 7? wif 2 maths exercises incomplete.
thurs: gotto chiong after sku to cp to get some materials n finish up the investiture things. cnnt finish still must go home finish lorh. n dunno if we will still ve hw. a.maths coordinate geometry.
fri: band till lilike 630? dry run for band investiture. everything must be done up by then. PHYSICS TEST![`die]
sat: ncwo investiture 08' till 530? 6? den go home do hw n study study study.
sun: church early in the morning. tuition in the late afternoon!
goodness.. i think u will c me in sku next week slping throughout all lessons wif heavy eyebags.Labels: 30.07.2008 wednesdae
Tuesday, July 29, 2008; 8:20 PM
hey ppl! TMR'S XIAO ZHU LUO ZHI XIANG B'DAE!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!
haiz.. felt abit bu hao yi si. ytd dint manage to stay back to help up. den ended darren juz helped arnd n they stayed till 7. den ended up kana chased. den todae me n peisi pon molly's last lesson n we went to continue wif it. haha=)) den we did untill like 630 den gt to go lerh so bo bian. haha=)) n we oso ran out of materials. so yarh. sian.. tmr still gt to stay till 630 7.. tired.. haiz.. out sudden v emo. oso dunno y. life juz seems so meaningless. many upcoming things.. this sat our band investiture. png n yeo wun be able to make it. since the most impt person n the biggest tic carn make it for this investiture, den wad's the point of having it n orgainizing it when they carn watch it? this year juz seems so... the person that we all dun like is gg to take tht rank. no matter how much we oppose, nth can change this fact... much effort is put into this investiture but no one is satisfied wif the ranking. its 100% cfm unless a miracle really happen on tht de which is wad everyone is hoping for. no offence to anyone. but im speaking out my true heart felt feelings.Labels: 29.07.2008 tuesdae
Monday, July 28, 2008; 9:16 PM
woah!!! oso dunno wad or how am i feeling now.. pissed? confused? qidai-ing? i dunno!!!!!! help me! someone! haiz.. sad manx.. juz another boring sian dae afterall.. but when i gt back home i rmbed that lan qiu huo come out lerh! so rushed to went tudou watch! xiao zhu so so so damn cute in that show larh. haha=)) so cute! lurrve him!Labels: 28.07.2008 mondae
Sunday, July 27, 2008; 12:22 PM
went church todae. den saw the monkey wearing amask giving outflyers. haha=)) so cute and funni larh. laughing my whole head out larh. no larh.jkjk. but v cute leh! haha=)) ltr still gt tuition when i haven even finish my chi compo which is due tmr. must hand by tmr or else 0 marks leh! stupid duck. but den.. sian larh...Labels: 27.07.2008 sundae
Saturday, July 26, 2008; 7:58 PM
went peisi's hse do some investiture things for snrs. went there late. den do do do untill 630 den nid go home lerh. haha=)) contining on mon n tues=D ncwo investure 2008 this saturdae 2nd aug. time juz flies.. that dae i was told was one mon ago n this sat will be the dae.. haha=)) but, the good news is we are going to genting in nov for competition as a band!!! yeah! the dae we've been waiting for.. haha=)) overseas trip! woots! but its a competition. good that we can take this time to train for the competition n syf 09' and for con fuocoII at the end of the year! yeah! its a sec2-4 event! yeah! finally have band overseas trip! haha=)) but its competition.. sad but nvm.. its like one stone dunno kill how many birds lorh. can have fun as a band.. bond ncwo tgt.. prepare for syf 09'.. prepare for con fuocoII.. go there compete wif other band.. n its a international thing lorh. kinda stressed.. but v qi dai! :DDD
haha=))Labels: 26.07.2008 saturdae
Thursday, July 24, 2008; 6:02 PM
woah.. yet another dae.. nvr find one dae w/o stress.. though free but still so stressed.. llike 3more weeks to ct2.. but daes juz pass so quickly n i'm like juz wasting it away.. sian.. no homework but have alot to study.. n im like so xin don-ed todae! ahhhh!! carn stand it..Labels: 24.07.2008 thursdae
Tuesday, July 22, 2008; 7:18 PM
haha=)) so funny! watching todae's yu le bai fen bai todae. haha=)) laugh till stomach pain can.. nono so stupid! hahahahaha=)) so high over xiao zhu todae can.. but a bit disappointed.. shld have went to reserve earlier can.. so regret. so scared gt no more lerh. went sengkang sembawang.. den asked for xiao zhu the newest dvd leh. but they ae no more lerh. onli those that reserve can ve. so sad!!!!!!! i wan!! den i asked to c it n its damn nice larh. its like omg! though its 34.90 but i think it is damn worth it larh. omg! placed order lerh! hope that will have more 2nd batch! haha=))Labels: 22.07.2008 tuesdae
Monday, July 21, 2008; 7:55 PM
haiz.. sian man.. todae is lao da de nu ren derh b'dae leh!
happi b'dae yinying!!! 15 year old lerh leh. old lerh. haha=)) hope u n jenny will become frenz.. haha=)) she was so ironic todae larh. out sudden sae she thinks that jenny ugly. woah. so ironic can. nvr think n dare to dream that lin yingying will sae this phrase n nvr dream that this phrase will come out of her mouth lorh. so scary leh! haha=)) no larh. jkjk! if she sees this i think she wil kill me. oops. haha=)) ppl.. must hear yes933 xian ge ji yi okae. i gt dian ge leh. haha=)) kae larh.
den todae went band. haha=)) did some rehearsal for the investiture. haha=)) but coz we chose to learn the dance steps on wed. so yarh lorh. we ended up slacking. oops. haha=) den we ended up taking out our instru n played wadever we wan to play. haha=)) oregon, ms saigon, sock hop, winter etc etc. dne ended up when they wan show us the dance that time we ignore them n we ended up continue playing. darren n the others seems kinda pissed.. but yarh lorh. we juz heck care lorh. feel abit bad. but yarh lorh. haha=)) oops. dun angry hor. haha=)Labels: 21.07.2008 mondae
Saturday, July 19, 2008; 8:18 PM
todae walked the whole dae in vivo. went vivo in the afternoon to go buy my mom's office dedrh doorgift.. den went walked arnd n ought sweets frm candy empire. haha=)) den went to watch some syf thingy at the ampitheatre. some was nice but not all.. the sku band actually played high sku musical n some weird song.. but was soft. but v cool for brass band liao larh. so yarh lorh. haha=)) watched untill 530 den went to some pasar panjang food centre for dinner at 6. haha=)) full...
n ytd, thx peng you and monkey for ur concern.. will get well really soon derh larh. anw, i oso went to c the doc liao lorh monkey.. the medicine so nan he.. haiz.. but feeling much better lerh=)) thx..Labels: 19.07.2008 saturdae
Friday, July 18, 2008; 10:14 PM
woah.. super emo todae. haiz.. gt back results from ytd maths class test. nn gt onli 25/40. woah.. v disappointed leh. den hold back n cried.. its like wth.. dint get 30 n below in maths class test before leh.. but den sorri chio te n the others. was too upset so when i cried i juz ignored everyone. paiseh.. den after that immediately was chem. n i made another stupid careless mistake. myy mr of nitrogen can become 12. den becoz of that stupid mistake i did wrongly that whole ques. how wasted! haiz.. but overall was quite easy.. haiz.. found that im becoming of a perfectionist n having n pinning high hopes n vhaving a goal that seems always to be too high for me to reach it. haiz..
but i must really thx peijia. she just sits beside me n was juz frenz.. but after todae, i think she is more than juz a fren to me. when i cried, she kept comforting me coz she has me shaking me throughout.. den in class after recess, she nvr fails to buy 3 pack of cutterfish n eats it during all the periods during recess.. den when she eats n she sees me v busy, she v caringly de stuff the cutterfish into my mouth. haha=)) so sweet larh. gt once, when i wasa yawning, she still stuffs the cutterfish into my mouth when i carn be bothered to cover it. when im emo, she cheers me up.. den todae when i was like sobbing, i went to toilet come back n she saw me walking in n she n cynthia was like discussing abt maths. den knowing that i was so sad n feel so sore over my results, she was like pulling cynthia away n tell her not to sae that there in front of me coz i v sad lerh. so sweet larh. i think i wasnt meant to listen but she said it kinda loudly that i heard it.. its like.. so sweet of her.. nvr had this kind of feeling before leh. haiz..
thx peijia.. haha=)) n in band, finally passed n completed ALL my scale test n wadever shit derh. haha=)) so happy. the 7th person in sec3 that completed it. haha=)) cool! haha=)) doing maths now while waiting for zhou gong jiang gui.. but dunno ltr will dare listen anot.. coz too scary lerh. haha=))Labels: 18.07.2008 fridae
Thursday, July 17, 2008; 4:54 PM
another free dae.. n another week is passing.. haiz.. nvr felt so rejected before.. on the way home.. pondering n sortiing out the thots.. den out sudden felt like crying.like ve serious mood swing leh. but still ren dao i reached home larh.. haiz.. dun sae lerh larh..
haiz.. worst is maths leh! woah.. did so badly.. 12 marks ques do wrong leh! woah.. y i so stupid! fuck larh.
finally changed the blogskin lerh! pls comment! Labels: 17.07.2008 thursdae
Tuesday, July 15, 2008; 5:28 PM
woah.. nvr so long so free lerh=)) haha=)) sorri eunice.. ben lai sae wan go cp derh.. but ended up changed my mind.. haha=)) haiz.. sianz... den went home after eating in hm wif vian tiffy n peisi.. n peisi.. dun worry.. i'll make sure von wun make the same mistake again.. haiz.. den ytd after eating in cp went home wif bl.. den when reaching pengyou msge to sae wan meet. haha=)) ta so tall.. make me feel so bei ai.. haiz.. u larh.. so tall for wad? kns.. nvr ve this kind of feelings b4 lorh. haiz.. wad am i thinking? stressed.. confused.. wad am i to do?
tests this whole week..
mon: geog
tues: chi(mcq)
wed: eng(compo) & chi(compre)
thurs: maths(binomial)
fri: chem(mole)
sianx.. tmr gt 2 leh.. 2 sianest sub.. someone help me write compo n do compre leh.. sianz.. hate sku!!!Labels: 15.07.2008 tuesdae
Wednesday, July 09, 2008; 8:26 PM
haiz.. so depressed.. ended up emo-ing for the whole sectionals.. dunno why leh.. quite lots of emotional things happened todae.. and this dae made me feel so useless and helpless.. haiz.. b4 band, gt english remedial.. dun wan do compo. so slacked arnd.. den von came n ask me pei her go photocopy chem notes. dint wan to go classrm, we slacked in the canteen.. den saw sj.. von den emo... haiz.. walking back to class she carn stand it but teared.. haiz.. vonn arh.. strong abit leh.. he's not worthy of ur tears.. haiz.. upon seeing her cry i dun even noe how to comfort n her.. i feel so useless larh.. my best frenz bei those two good frenz like that zeng but yet i can do nth.. so dui bu di vonn.haiz.. went toilet slacked after seeing ms lim still in class. den when finally wan leave that time dunno why started crying too.. haiz.. angeline's rite.. i cry lerh oso carn solve the problem. but really feel damn sadded larh.. den emo-ed from sectionals untill now.. sianx.. juz can hope for a better dae tmr..
pe! omg. its physical training lorh. sianx..Labels: 09.08.2008 wednesdae
Saturday, July 05, 2008; 1:47 PM
woah..long time nvr post liao lorh. haha.. ut den recently many things happen.. but yarh.. i ws confused and really dunno wad to do.. den last nite called debbie my jie n tok to her.. haha=)) she managed to tok things out of me n helped me out lots.. thx jie! den wanted to make ic on mon. but realised that that stupid paper they sent me was left in sku.. n i gt to go down all the way to sk juz to get that damn paper.. but okae larh.. met quite a few ppl in sku todae. gt valen carie hweejoo yenling darren kaixin pohyih n joe. they all went to prac 4 their talent quest.. den yarh lorh.. i jiu went to c c n slacked there b4 i went home.. n py is like so bhb larh.. n yarh.. den he still go tempt me.. sae wad he gg wisma. kns.. noe that i wan go there repair my fone liao still go tempt me.. but den hor.. juz reaise that my warranty is gg expire in like few months time.. n my fone alrd close to one year old liao lorh.. time really flies manx.. it juz seems like it was new year ytd n so on.. sian..
so many things happened this year.. n means the faster time flies, it means syf is nearer n nearer to us liao lorh.. haiz.. n look at our band now.. so weak.. sec1s oso learning n catching up so slowly.. sorri jr.. dint mean to flare my temper ytd.. but really.. sometimes teach untill kinda pakchek den of course will flare.. think i must go for some wad temper control counselling or so lorh..
recently gt so much rumours wif him larh.. all thx to ying.. 4 helping me like spread this whole damn rumour to the whole band larh.. n thx to stupid chio te.. go spread this rumour to the whole class larh. like wth... now go where oso so dui lian... all the rumours all gg arnd.. sometimes juz casual toking to him oso they will start something.. sianx..Labels: 05.07.2008 saturdae
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