haiz..though last nite performance was quite a good one despite collice's wrong crash,but still it will be our kinda last performance wif the sec 4 lerh. we can onli perform tgt again is during con fuocoII. so sad larh.. last nite after the b4 our actual performance, peisi n the rest was toking untill she broke into tears coz she carn bear the sec 4 to leave. den b4 performance, sihui come tell me confort peisi that it will be our last performance wif them lerh. so jz dun think so much n juz play well n concentrate in the music. upon hearing that, i seriously nearly broke into tears.. its like the way she said it is like so sad that i really carn stand it but juz cried. but we were alrd preparing to go on stage to perform lerh. i told yen ling that n she oso teared. den we conforted each other n sae that if we wan cry, cry onli after the performance. den ronda n vanessa's sis saw us teared den oso nearly cried. but ronda c me cry she oso followed. lols.
the performance overall was okae expect for peacock n some parts of oregon!i seems to screwed up lots of things. so saded that the moment i reach the holding area i cried. its like i played the gliss too fast leh. den the part seems to be spoiled by me. the first gliss i alrd realised that i too fast lerh. but den dunno y, the second gliss i oso went faster den the rest. our trombone sect was like cracking our bells coz we were blasting.. haiz.. the worst part is at the general pause. it was absolute silent when collice out of a sudden crash the cymbol n the whole band was like omg! it was so unexpected larh. but luckily she did the remaining rite.. after the performance when we r getting out f the stage, i was walking too quickly that i banged my stand into mr png. i was like oh shit. but den he offered his help to help me take but den i too ps to do so lerh so juz brought it back myself. haiz..
everyone's mood was like~~~ coz the sec4 snr were like so she bu de to leave n we too she bu de the sec4 to leave. its juz so strange that there is jz this bond between us. though our sect no sec4 snr, i juz carn helped it but juz teared. after the concert, the sec 4 were still singing graduation.. haiz.. to not cry i dragged tiffy along wif me.. but den she still dragged me back to sit wif them. later part, when everyone was to settle down in holding area n not to move anywhere but to wait 4 the finalle, the sec4 hyped up the atmosphere by singing songs n saying cheers. we cheered for mr png n lum, the sec 4 n everyone else. den when we sang songs like dang wo men zai yi qi, n the barney song, i rmbed all the happy times we were tgt n the times when they r there to confort us cheer us up, scold us etc etc.. especially that time during the parade. all the sec4s worked so hard tgt wif us juz to make it a good one n not let ncc kan bu qi us ncWO. me n peisi broke into tears at the same time when such songs that bring back memories sang..
haiz.. i told peisi to be jian qiang but yet im oso crying at thesame time.. lols. even now, when the memories appear in my mind, i juz feel so she bu de 4 them to leave.. almost all the snr cried especially doreen n daph, sihui n jolyn.. u bunch r juz such great snr that u will not be 4gotten.. though u all have garduated, but hope u all will come back n visit us often.. dunno y.. even now typing this post makes me cry.. haiz..
3cheers n 3cheers n 3cheers 4 sec4s! hiphip hurray! hiphip hurray! hiphip hurray!!!
sec4, u rawk!! these songs below are specially 4 them..
though u ve alrd graduated, but the bond between us will stay the same n not change..
n i so bu qi dai ming nian de zhe yi tian.. by next year, this time will be syf time. n by syf will be our last time we r performing tgt wif the band.. haiz.. n ii so dun wan this dae to come..
ALEXIA.GERMAINE.LEE 