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Thursday, June 12, 2008; 10:16 AM
ltr gg band bbq. so sianz.. but still quite qi dai. from melissa, she said that for the past 2 or 3 years is all ve bbq derh. den this year oso. kinda sian. but still. all the band bbq i oso nvr go b4. so yarh lorh. actually ytd when i went to ask i wasnt allow to go. but luckily my dad allow so phew. haha=)) thot it would be another dissapointment but yarh..
dint expect much from u. but i thot it would juz be a lil' more special this year. still quite qi dai derh. but now, i pin no more hopes on u n i dun expect it to be a more special n memorable dae compared to the rest of the daes in my life... wad a great dissapointment....
but den, i expect nth a lil' more from my parents this year. but... i thot wif my results i could finally get a b'dae present from them this year. since dunno when, i've not been receiving much from them lerh. only when i do well. so sadded. when she asked me wad i wanted, i said i wanted a psp.. she gave me false hopes by telling me that her colleuge's husband's fren sells psp. i still thot that i could finally own one. but now, when i asked her abt it.. she juz said that i had to show her my results. she tells others that she dun expect much frm me. but wad she really wans? i alrd tried my best n gt 6th in the class. this is alrd a result that i had not been getting since a long time ago. yet they r still not satisfied wif it. wad the fuck she really wans n expect from me? at times, i really feel that life in this home is really so stressful that i find it so hard for me to continue my life here....... Labels: 12.06.2008 wednesdae
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