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Monday, June 16, 2008; 2:00 PM
thx ppl! especially to debbie and nadine for the surprise they gave me ytd! n all thx to heart of god church! haha=)) ytd went to deb's church to see the the v shuai sweden's pastor. haha=)) things he preached oso taught me something new. haha=)) den on the way to church me n deb was random toking den juz nice tok untill my b'dae den she went tell nadine. den after e service she asked me wait awhile but nvr sae for wad. den nadine went to distract my attention n out sudden she shouted to the whole auditorium(coz the service is held in the audi.) n den everyone arnd juz turned n sang happi b'dae. den juz nice some fren came wif a cake. so touched larh. n it was indeed a surprise! haha=)) thx ppl! n to ying peisi n vian, thx for the slippers. though its not good to give ppl slippers on their b'dae, but still thx!!! =D n to valen, thx for the xiao zhu's puzzle! haha=)) n thx to chio te, for giving me that keychain. so cute larh. but not like u. haha=) n to mer, who tried msg-ing me at 12 midnite this morning to wish me! haha=)) lurrve all of ya! haha=)) muacckkx!
now in sku.. had oral juz now so sianx larh. so difficult. somemore oral on my b'dae. some weird weird pic somemore can? so difficult and nth to sae larh. den went lunch wif ber, peisi ying chiote n valen. haha=)) den took bus back to sku. so yarh.. haha=)) sianx.. nth to sae lerh. but still, thx everybody!!!!! =DDD
haiz... todae, 16 june, ain't im suppose to feel happy? ain't im suppose to rmb this dae n let it be the happiest n most memorable dae of my life? wad's happening to my life? i think i've nvr felt so disappointed n sad b4 u noe.. its my dae todae. juz carn u shut ur filty mouth up todae? juz for me? im i so unpleasing n so not fit to be ur daughter? i out sudden felt so left out.. alone... my mind is juz so confused now... y am i brought to this world in the first place? can ni request not to be here? can i request to be left out n not be leaving i here now? but thx to u, for being such a good listening ear.. for being such a good fren. i dun mean to disturb u.. but juz that i out sudden realised that how lonely am i living in this world... juz out sudden realise that i ve no one to confide my troubles to..... how disappointing can this world get? i really dun look forward to my life n dun pin any hopes on it n them anymore... suddenly, i feel so weak... y am i crying over such stuff? todae is my b'dae.. shldn't i be happi n happily celebrating my b'dae... but wad am i doing now? sitting in a corner of my hse, pouring out all my troubles n sorrows to a com.... how meaningless can my life get? Labels: 16.06.2008 mondae
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