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Friday, July 18, 2008; 10:14 PM
woah.. super emo todae. haiz.. gt back results from ytd maths class test. nn gt onli 25/40. woah.. v disappointed leh. den hold back n cried.. its like wth.. dint get 30 n below in maths class test before leh.. but den sorri chio te n the others. was too upset so when i cried i juz ignored everyone. paiseh.. den after that immediately was chem. n i made another stupid careless mistake. myy mr of nitrogen can become 12. den becoz of that stupid mistake i did wrongly that whole ques. how wasted! haiz.. but overall was quite easy.. haiz.. found that im becoming of a perfectionist n having n pinning high hopes n vhaving a goal that seems always to be too high for me to reach it. haiz..
but i must really thx peijia. she just sits beside me n was juz frenz.. but after todae, i think she is more than juz a fren to me. when i cried, she kept comforting me coz she has me shaking me throughout.. den in class after recess, she nvr fails to buy 3 pack of cutterfish n eats it during all the periods during recess.. den when she eats n she sees me v busy, she v caringly de stuff the cutterfish into my mouth. haha=)) so sweet larh. gt once, when i wasa yawning, she still stuffs the cutterfish into my mouth when i carn be bothered to cover it. when im emo, she cheers me up.. den todae when i was like sobbing, i went to toilet come back n she saw me walking in n she n cynthia was like discussing abt maths. den knowing that i was so sad n feel so sore over my results, she was like pulling cynthia away n tell her not to sae that there in front of me coz i v sad lerh. so sweet larh. i think i wasnt meant to listen but she said it kinda loudly that i heard it.. its like.. so sweet of her.. nvr had this kind of feeling before leh. haiz..
thx peijia.. haha=)) n in band, finally passed n completed ALL my scale test n wadever shit derh. haha=)) so happy. the 7th person in sec3 that completed it. haha=)) cool! haha=)) doing maths now while waiting for zhou gong jiang gui.. but dunno ltr will dare listen anot.. coz too scary lerh. haha=))Labels: 18.07.2008 fridae
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