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Friday, January 16, 2009; 10:09 PM
wad a damn bored, tired and pissed day.
lessons as usual, 1geog, 2maths, 1ss, 1pe, 3eng. how sian can this day get?
english still have diagnostic test to judge our standards. like wth. hate compos. but after hearing from others how nice their plots can be, i got this sudden feeling of inferior ==
after school, went slack and stroll arnd the school and went for lunch and band. played overture and cny stories a few times through and was asked to go to the hall for rehearsal for those nan jing vistors.
1st technical run- brought our stands up, sit, tok, stand, go. wtf
2nd run through- played once, go
went back to band room, thot tht we can finally have a break and let lawwei tutor us and correct our playing, we are asked to go back to the hall.
went, sit in the hall, go! wtfff!
went back, played for less than 10min, asked to go hall for cny rehearsal. they thinnk we like lots of energy to walk here and there with the bloody heavy stands and intru. wtheh larh!
sit, slack, arrange chairs in the hall with the damn weird arrangement, play, stop, play, stop. wth?! damn tiring like this can?!
til 630, den played last round when adrian blacked out. damn scary. but kae larh. exerience before so noe how it feels. poor thing.
daddy came and drive me from sku and shun bian drop ying and baboon in cp and left for jalan kayu for dinner. on the way there, they talked abt me dropping to combine sc. wad's the problem with combine science. hello?! ur daughter's brain has only a liited capacity. how much info do u expect me to squeeze into my brain?! wtf? only know how to say you will support me no matter where i go, wad course i take up. but yet u are stopping me from dropping to combine. hello?! can u please go read up the courses critiria of poly courses. even enigineering courses can use maths and combine sc for R2 can?! wad the heh?!
wad you all do. when i sae i carn finish my emaths test, u said how come i cnnt he can? wad rubbish larh. u took the paper with me meh?! wtf?! and u study engineering in engineering line means i must follow ur footsteps? must be an engineer? i said i wanted to be one was cause physics seems easy and fun. but i dint expect things to turn out tht way wad. now i change my direction and goal to business courses u blame it on my friends into influencing me when none of them wants to take business courses and most gg jc! wtf?! i explained tht it will be too stress, though one say nvm and ask me to do wad i want, the other accepted the fact SO reluctantly.
when i first join band you guys said the same things too, saying how much i will regret my choice, but at the end of the day, not only did i enjoy it to the max, i love band, and it became a part of my life.
so please larh, get a life!
like.. its my choice of life, and no matter how boring it may be, i'm more or less ready to take up the challenge. so wad u want to do now? dun get y are parents' thinking so narrow minded and they just kip thinking so highly of themselves, especially men. not tht im being bias, but im speaking a fact.Labels: 16.o1.2oo9 friday
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