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Tuesday, March 02, 2010; 12:08 AM
finished bai quan & autumn's concerto. currently those dramas tht i've een chasing are all finished. Zzz. no idea what to watch/do next & i actually started watching korean dramas. but its loading so freaking slowly despite downloaded the tudou accelerator! any intro for fast loading korean dramas?
going out with von & hay & gang tmr. taking passport sized photos for poly EZ-link card; & helping mom get her cosmetics. lunching & maybe doing some minor shopping with them. but what's next on wed thurs & fri? no band for now. "grounded" on thurs. alice in wonderland with usual ppl on fri. getting some poly stuff done on sat. & OFC, meeting with the girls on SUNDAY!
it seems really obvious, but im still looking forward to sundays when we start gossiping abt every single & minor things in our lives.
& i actually talked to von on msn through the "call" function for 2 WHOLE HOURS! how pro can we get. until i was "late" to my gran's house & got nagged by dad. no idea what's the freaking problem with him, making me waste $1? on bus fare just to gran's house for a dinner & gg home immediately. WTF is his problems? Zzz
hate the feeling. he can be late but not others. WHAT CRAP IS THAT? EFF!
PS/ i still HATE the fact that im the eldest. what if i dint even request for a sibling? or i even request for a bro? its either the whole situation change for the better or WORST! but whatever i seems to be doing doesnt seems to help improve the situation. being treated like another maid in the house but not appreciated at all. its all so freaking pointless when ppl like dad & sis actually exist & make all these happening. what can i say? what can i do? ask my dad to help in the chores when i only get dao-ed in return? or ask my sis to do it when she obviously wont & just start complaining; we start argueing; dad & mom start scolding; & i get ALL the blame again?
if she can feel unfair just by doing the simplest chore of cleaning the table & laying the dishes, after messing up the living & bedroom, its really nothing to what im doing getting myself sweat like nobody's business & mom mopping the whole house ALONE & the laundries. Zzz. FML!Labels: 010310 MONDAY
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