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Thursday, May 20, 2010; 11:23 PM
isit coz im still in the "holliday" mood? idk. but everyday is just so happening & stuff that im drained. i feel so screwed! projects after projects. & even with e-learning week next week, the workload just seemed to double up! they are seriously insane! e-learning assignments can be projects. & juggling so many projects all at once, i really just feel so lost. my brain just isnt working. ideas just refuse to generate. & i feel damn dumb in the group coz i cannot think & give any good ideas.
i really dont want to be the "free-rider" in the group. & im really trying very hard to survive the days. & the long journeys to school & back is really no joke. coz the time spent is alrd 1 whole lecture. im like wasting every single moments & time away. but nothing seems to be stopping me & holding me back to get back to work.
i can see the disappointment in them. but i really cant differentiate if it's my over-sensitiveness or they overreacted. but im dreading every single mornings where i got to wake up really early just to reach the bus stop on time to catch the damn shuttle bus.
really hate the times when they mentioned it. & i really have no idea why is it haunting me that badly? but just when i start stoning, the entire events just start to unplay & im just so turned off by it. omg. this sucks.
enough of rantings, i shall just conclude that IBZ is damn awesome! hahahah. nvr fail to state that in every post. but that's my motivation to school everyday. you wont know what stupid & ridiculous things they can come up with every day. & you will just automatically look forward to it! hahahaha. & facebook pictures are like uploaded every single day & inno time, i think my photos will just hit 1000! HAHAHA.
but after such a happening week, im really exhausted! ARGH!Labels: 200510 THURSDAY
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ALEXIA.GERMAINE.LEE 