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Saturday, January 15, 2011; 9:52 PM
just as i was complaining how much 2010 sucks, im really not looking forward to 2011. all those nonsense from the house. im really getting sick & tired of it alr. how i wish time could ever get back into 2010, when we had all that fun & madness. im really not enjoying my 2011, & im currently desperately looking for something to get me out of this reality. i really dont want any of this shit to be happening to me. im really missing taiwan, vietnam, the times spent with the girls, with jtw, with ibz. just so much. i wanted to go back to.
i really hate the fact that im being accused for something i've not done. for being ignored & given cold shoulder to for your nonsensical pms. i caan swear to whoever whatever everything, that i have not done anything wrong. & totally dont deserve any single part of this treatment. just fuck off will ya. for once, i really dont look forward to what i used to call home.
but thanks so much to germs yihui & hengxuan for all the nonsense things they done, that i really appreciate. for once, how much i really appreciate these ridiculous things which i once took for granted. coz it really made my day. at least made me forget all those shit im facing & be laughing my ass out at them. this is what jtw is famous for i guess. to come up with all the stupid ridiculous but yet funny things, or just by screwing songs up with our horrible singing, always nvr fail to make my day. really appreciate every single member, every small action done to make my day.
really miss the girls. & really looking forward to meeting them before the new week kicks in. packed/screwed up/havoc week. just everything's on this week. cramming in all the projects & assignments in any free time we have. really hope at the end of the week, everything can be put to a stop. it's been really long since i felt so drained.
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ALEXIA.GERMAINE.LEE 